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 Thats\'s all I can say at this point darling.....I love you so much... What I did was unintentional...I have cleared things out with whoever.. I love you dear.......Forever and ever and ever
De Ja Vu
...Sahara... Mungkin pepasir seluas mata memandang... Kan bawaku kearah desinasi.... Mungkin ke punghujung hayat di tengah terik mentari... Mungkin hingga ke t seindah syurga... Penuh madu...keindahan tak terlalu.... Atau mungkin tidak kumahu... Ku tiba di neraka dunia.... Cercaan ..tomahan melanda... Pawana memakan ku mencengkam naluriku Tapi yang nyata....ku tempuh semua ini... Mungkin hingga akhir hidup ini.. Mungkin ku kan terus mara...
Mungkin ku gugur patah sayap Seperti merpati putih pincang cacat tak bermaya Sayang....sedangkan gurun sahara ini takkan henti perjalananku takkan apa-apa menghalang tuju ku ke destinasiku... Destinasiku.... Hatimu...
From Black Sabbath to Cannibal Corpse to Dragon Force
Man...how much people might find it weird...especially those who know me....I love rock and metal music...Its the angst in it that sometimes...you just feel a wave of psychotic soothing feeling...hahaha...hmm let me see let me list my all time favourite rock and metal band in ENglish though....
1) Iron Maiden
2) Black Sabbath
3) Deep Purple
4) Rising Force (yeah! Malmsteen!)
5) Cannibal Corpse
6) Dimmu Borgir
7) Dragon Force
8) Anal Blast
9) Metallica (Some of u might think I'm Crazy but hey!!!!!!!)
10) YEs yes...cradle of filth...
Weird huh...a meek...quiet... gentle man like me...into these..!!! hahahaha yeah i love metal music....!!! SO what.....!!!!!
Especially in times of emotional turmoil...it helps me....kind of therapeutic...
Its like a drug...an aural LSD....
the grunts and groans of grown men with long hair...inaudible lyrics......if u listen to cannibal corpse..with song titles such as I Cum blood...and hammer smashed faced...or Skull full of maggots...sounds like fear factor huh..hahahaha..but yeah.......
SMASH CRASH!!!!!!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let's read lame jokes.....
Let's see....
How do you know policemen are strong?
Because they can hold up traffic.
What do massage therapists eat for dinner?
Spa-ghetti.
What do you give a dog with a fever?
Mustard. (It's good for a hot dog.)
Why didn't the little girl want to leave nursery school?
She wanted to be a nurse.
Why was Jon walking backwards on the first day of school?
Everyone kept saying it was back to school time.
A guy went to a psychiatrist. "Doc," he said, "I keep having these alternating recurring dreams. First I'm a teepee, then I'm a wigwam, then I'm a teepee, and then I'm a wigwam. It's driving me crazy. What's wrong with me?"
The doctor replied, "It's very simple. You're two tents(tense)."
Why did the baker rob the bank?
He needed the dough.
Knock knock.
Who's there?
Banana.
Banana who?
Knock knock.
Who's there?
Banana.
Banana who?
Knock knock.
Who's there?
Banana.
Banana who?
Knock knock.
Who's there?
Orange.
Orange who?
Orange you glad I didn't say Banana?
What did the dolphin say to the whale when he bumped into him?
I didn't do it on porpoise.
What did one plate say to the other?
Lunch is on me.
What did the potato ask the cow?
Give me some milk, and we can make mashed potatoes.
Good Luck Break Force
Remember my b-boying days...Bboy Bozo..that was what I was called... and that was way back....a popper and locker for break force crew.... hahahaha...Imagine me, breakdancing??? Yeah but that was back then I think I lost it already. But I am SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO proud to see the boys making it thru into the Dancefloor....Sham, Wan, Rizal, Fauzi and Shafiq and Amir boy....Wan Rosli in the other group...whats their names and also Apiz Sepit with another group....Hope y'all do well guys...
Remember those times breaking during gigs and our sessions at the pasir ris dome and the Triple B dome in tampines...those were the times.....had so so much fun....all the battles...the battle at zouk versus Radical Force.... hahaha..man....kinda miss those times...
You're there guys ...make full use of it bros..!!!
_____________ Well now about my dearest Bi...hang in there darling...u can do it...I know u can..just stay strong....and keep ur mind to ur job..... This is the initial sages of everything but I am sure with time......
You will be fantastic with what u do....
Counting down the days baby ..till our big day!!!!!!
Loving u always
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