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A new Beginning
A new beginning for me. A new chapter in my life. A chapter written to substantiate what is beginning in my life. I guess this is thus the real beginning of adulthood... Maybe this is a late beginning for me. Realisation at 26 maybe a bit off but then its now or never right?
Learnt a lot these couple of weeks. Learnt that I can't please everybody. Not even loved ones ones or your lover. And for that I was afraid but hey then again I'm kind of a fast learner, I guess. I think so at least. Secondly, I learnt that after years of so-called brotherhood, well can go down the drain because of one's ambition. Although that ambition is by a long shot, its his ambition anyway and if I stand in the way then, I am sorry. Although slammed hard onto the concrete floor, not literally, I am picking myself up from that pool of blood sucking up the pain of sacrifice that I've put in for you to so-call realise that dream of yours. Bull SHIT!
...Sigh....
Dat was nice....Just a bit of angst released.
Thirdly,I respect my Bunny a lot...she's a hard woman. A badass beauty if u might. And somehow that fact about her makes me love her even more.
Its a long time since I wrote about my own personal thought and feelings...
Wether demented, sick, crazy, emotional...its gonna be just my thoughts from now on. and not some info page about a rap group....
Anyway...had a loooooooooooooooong reality check over the past 5 or 6 days...Whats gonna happen to me? Where's my direction? Why do I have to be so pissed when I dun have to.....STOP!!! Hold It!!! Stress+Depression=LifebreakingDown...So Don't bother......
I have have drawn out not a career path but my priorities...
1) By end 2007, should have the $$ ready for the wedding
2) In 2008 March - The Wedding
3) Mid 2008 - Be ready to move in on our own
4) Mid 2009 - If god wills, be a father.
5) In 2009 - Graduate from SIM
6) 2010 - Get a job in an MNC in IT or comms.
I feel better actually, relieved in fact. Now, its normal. I'm a normal man living in the ratrace of life.
Thus...Life goes on and on and on...
Till that day when you'll lie alone. Just you, and the maggots in the ground.(hehe, the demented me.)
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Disclamer
Ini blog gua, Lu tak suka Lu Keluar.
Relek satu corner, Makan pisang
SIAPA GUA!!!
Nama Gua Fyr, Keturunan Bawean Kelahiran Singapura
Gua dah attached ngan wanita terunggul dalam hati gua
Guaa takder peminat dan sungguh tidak diminati ramai
Gua bukan Taufik Batisah, gua bukan Imran Ajmain
Gua LOVERBOY...hehehe
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